LOL I'm Done Moping

    It doesn't benefit anyone for me to continue to put sadness out there. So, I feel up to it and I'm going be positive from now on and realize that life happens, Everyone goes through things and everyone places themselves in situations they aren't that "siked" about when trying to find out who they are. I am done looking for sure, I just needed a time for reflection. And anyone I may have hurt I'm sorry, I'm just another human being who was lost. Now that I have my head on tight, I will work more towards greatness and learn to stop being so irrational. I have a lot to do and to learn, and I'm glad I'm able to share them with you! Thank you for reading.

   I am looking forward to 2016 and it's gonna be great, I can just feel it. This journey will be worth it.

A Sketch

     Whoever wants to listen will listen. Whoever wants to avoid, will do the same. I find it crazy how when love is given to someone, they can do the impossible to lose that love. People go out of there way, and that someone still manages to mess up. Am I that person? Maybe I am, who really knows. The things that bother me, people do them everyday, some even worse, but for me this is a personal crime. Going back to the past doesn't make anything better, but when it replays in your mind, there is no choice but to deal with it. I don't mean to sound depressed, but pouring out how you feel can sometimes be the only remedy.
     Some situations I leave because they can be cancerous and some just for the heck of it. It may not seem fair to the "opposition", but eventually, they will find what truly matters to them, and they will flourish off with it. And me, being so confused and wrong, I don't want to in any way hinder that opportunity from anyone. Not that this accounts for every situation, but for some it stands true. On the other hand, there are situations that came to an end, due the stupidity of the opposition. A stupidity that has no strive, but to destroy. A stupidity of the opposition to become the enemy's dictator. If we were fighting a war, this would be a necessary motivation to win. And take a guess! We are not fighting a war. We shouldn't be at war, we shouldn't be competing if the goal is to win. We should be attempting to flourish and prosper together. So, I wonder why you chose to tear me down and make me bitter. What type of heart do you carry? I probably will never know. And no, this isn't a sappy solemn of love, just think about it.

Sort of a Dilemma

     It's kind of hard to say, but at this point in my life I've been having a lot of trouble understanding why I'm alive and what my purpose involves. Even though I'm still young, it feels as if I'm going through a "mid-life crisis" where I almost do anything as I please without realizing the consequences and who it affects. As I am trying to find my way back to "sanity", I am choosing to focus on writing and sharing my thoughts until I feel free and comfortable enough to show and entertain as I please. For now, I will spread wisdom, not only to benefit you, but me. I hope you enjoy.